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    Seven Days!

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    ...until my show opens at Blindfold Gallery! Several hundred photos, a new novel, wall-sized murals of photography, new and rarely seen video work, an all-new illustration several feet large... I can't wait to share it with you all. You and your friends are invited- I hope to see you there!
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    THE BLOG IS BACK!

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    "Frappucinos, iced coffees and shit..." Two youngsters boarding. That's all they say. Neither says another word, as they plunk down in the front seats, sprawled out, attempting to conquer as much real estate as possible in a single pose. I can only wonder what the conversation was.

    A young couple heavy with luggage, on their way to Alaska, to see the Aurora Borealis. They're passing through from Pittsburgh. Do they have any other business up there? 
    "No. We've just always sort of really wanted to see it," the husband said. 
    "Yeah. I can see that," I said.

    Deep voices nearby, another totally unrelated strand of conversation, happening right alongside: "Whoa, back up. If you're from another planet, how'd you learn how to speak English?"

    Just another afternoon somewhere on the 4. 

    "Hey, man." Subdued. Older guy in dirty street clothes, talking to another fellow in similar garb.
    "Oh, hey."
    "You still goin' to that spot?"
    "Uh huh."
    "Do they still have that one cook there? Fat lady, brown hair? Beatle cut?"
    "I don't, I don't, maybe."
    Stretching back, in a voice reminiscing the rose-hued past: "She was the shit, man. I'd come halfway across town when she was up in there. She made that skinless chicken,"
    "Aw yeah,"
    "Mufuggah smelled good, man," he says wistfully. "Every time."
    There's a truthfulness in his voice that registers. The man's a romantic.

    Garfield student Patrick and myself, chatting about anything and everything, cruising through the shifting principalities of Jefferson Street. We're in the CD; now we're in Seattle U territory; now approaching Swedish Main and Harborview. The conversation propels us up and down the gentle grades. He's got his athletic gear on, presumably just coming from practice. 

    At first we're talking about how friends of mine will sometimes come ride a round or two, and how it's a fun way to pass the time; then we're discussing the benefits of having interests in unrelated fields; now we're talking about how photography has a difficult time capturing the impression of immense size, perhaps because our peripheral vision contributes greatly to our perception of a large scene, and this is a key missing element in such photographs. There's a freedom of sorts in the air; I realize I don't often hear the young folk speak so openly or honestly, without  worrying so much about being cool or sounding too smart. I get excited by people like him. Promise, in the new generation. You just have to look for it.

    I was southbound on Third between Pine and Pike, rolling gently down the left lane. We had just left the Queen Anne folks- they all got off at Pine- and are now beginning to round up the motley crew that will comprise our Harborview/Central District group. I always enjoy their company. It's six-thirty pm, and things are quieter now. Mellow. I've got my left hand on the wheel, no need to rush, my right arm stretching up behind me. Magic hour sunlight fades, washing the open expanse of Third in a muted blue-gray. The accumulated sensation of all this makes the thought hit me- right now, I love this more than anything. During this particular moment, today, there's nowhere else I'd rather be. I have found myself, if only for a moment, here, in this growing space.

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    It's a pleasure to be sharing stories again. I told you this thing wasn't going anywhere. Work on my show has been exhausting and rewarding, and still very much in full swing- I hope you're able to make it. If you're a reader or visitor to my blog, that means you're invited!
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    "The Full Nathan!"

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    I wanted to check in and remind you all that progress on the upcoming show is going quite well, and that I hope to see you all there. As mentioned earlier, it's a mixture of photography, illustration, writing, and film, a few other small surprises, all topped off by a talk I'll give on the bus universe you and I have come to know so well via this blog. Details on the show here.

    I would absolutely love to see you there. If you come to one show of mine, this is the one. 

    After it opens, on June 13, I look forward to continuing this blog at full steam!
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    Hiatus II- it's all temporary

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    Well, folks, there you have it. The hiatus begins. I had actually written two more stories I had intended to post before ushering in the great sabbatical- I can't seem to stop myself- but I've decided to withhold them for the show, where I'll display them along with other heretofore unseen stories. 

    As stated earlier, the purpose of this hiatus has nothing to do with lack of interest or story material, and everything to do with making my upcoming show as exciting and worthwhile as possible. I have every intention of getting "back in the game" (to quote the passenger below) after the show opens. This (solo) show will be a tongue-in-cheek "retrospective" featuring quite a sizable body of work in multiple mediums and areas of interest; I strongly encourage you to come to the opening. There will be much to enjoy, discuss, eat, view, and laugh about. 

    Details are forthcoming, but for now, pencil in the date- which, by amazing chance, marks the anniversary of this blog: 

    Thursday, June 13, 6pm-9pm, at the Blindfold Gallery (1718 E. Olive Way)!

    I'll continue to update the site with comment responses and new batches of photos. As always, I do respond to every single comment made on the site- feel free to air your thoughts at length anywhere and everywhere.

    See you soon!
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    Reunion Party Time, Continued

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    The following day, on the 4 again, it's still a reunion party: I'm full, I'm late, and I'm cycling the lift who knows how many times. It can make a difference when you throw in little gestures of respect. As I load two wheelchairs downtown, and some street guys move out of my way, I say, "you guys are gentlemen. Thanks." I tell the fellow in the wheelchair what I'm doing- "don't mind me, I'm just gonna reach in here," to strap in this seat belt- and the approach makes it all easier. Awkward silences and assumptions begone. Another wheelchair comes by later, and he's one of my favorites. It's the African gent with the trinkets and toy animals all over his vehicle. We can always understand each other's words just well enough. I exclaim, "you have a different hat! But you still have your fishes!"

    A sullen teenage couple sits at the very front, watching me interact with all the incoming people, and I take pleasure performing at my best in front of them. Especially the guy. It's me sending an implicit message to him: from one young person to another, you don't have to be a pissed-off badass to be respected. You can just be. In fact, you can be the opposite of a pissed-off badass, and open up to all these strangers and treat them kindly and be happy- and still be respected, often by the same guys you're trying to win over by looking pissed off. 

    "Alright now. There it is," I say to two thugged-out B-boys hulking beside me, preparing to deboard. We're pulling up to their stop.
    "Good-lookin,'" says the first.
    "Ey, thanks, man," says the second.
    "You have a good night!"
    "You too!"

    The pissed-off guy looked confused, and left the bus in sullen bewilderment. 

    At 20th outbound a girl stepping off comes up and says, "I just wanna say, you are like the best bus driver ever." Someone seated affirms it, and this unlocks what has been a somewhat quiet ride. Voices start popping up, and there's a back-and-forth between myself and those around at the front. I try to brush off the compliments, and we're chuckling. I've already completely pulled out of the 20th zone, back on the road, when the 3 behind me honks, as if to transfer passengers. 

    My mood has me predisposed to feel generous, and I pull over under totally egregious circumstances, blocking everything, not even sure what's going on here; I'm thinking to myself, "would that 3 really be honking to transfer people after I'd already long left the zone? He has to know there's just a snowball's chance that I would even stop..." I ask some folks on the sidewalk if any passengers are running up to my bus- it's dark by now- and yes, someone is, here she comes-

    "Heeeyyyy!" I say, recognizing the woman boarding as she recognizes me and grins, out of breath. She another bastion of the community, along with Dee and Favorite. An older woman, light-skinned, with big brown eyes and a sharp outfit and hat- as per usual for her. She's most easily identified by her bright, warm smile.

    The bus laughs at my elated response, and as she settles down we, the bus, continue our conversation. 
    "He's so cute!" Somebody says, referring to me. I roll my eyes.
    "Oh, I don't know about all that!" 
    "Yeah you are," she repeats. I'm a little glad I can't see who it is.
    "I'm gonna let you guys decide that!" I say as they laugh. To change the subject I ask the warm-smiling older woman how she's been.
    "I've been great, and how are you? You're back! Are you back?"
    "I am back! I've been trying to get this route a couple times now, but it wasn't happening. I was on the 7 for a while- which I like, and then I did the 358, which I also like, but now I finally made it back here and this is beautiful..."
    "That's probably what he says to everybody!" she says to the captive audience.
    "No, no, no," I say, beaming. "I keep comin' back to this route over and over, that's how you know! That's how you know it's true!"
    She admits there's a certain logic there.
    "Why?" a woman behind me inquires. I pull up to the red light at 23rd and Jefferson. 
    "This is just the most fun route. There's a sense of, community, out here that other places just don't have," I say, turning around and catch the eye of an older brother with designer glasses. He smiles and nods, understanding completely. "Like this, all this conversation we're having," I continue, "people talking to each other, knowin' each other's names, you're just not gonna find that anywhere else." I look at Warm Smiling Lady: "See, I am telling the truth!"

    "Food smells good," I say to a wheelchair caregiver and his bag of takeout.
    "Egyptian," he says proudly. 
    "Where's the restaurant?"
    "Lake City." He says the name, which sounds monosyllabic, but I don't catch it.*

    I still do my own announcements, as many of you know; at one point the automated voice tries to start talking right before I interrupt it to do it myself. Sometimes I wonder what passengers think about this- I don't usually interrupt the robot if she's already started talking.
    "See, he turns off the automatic thing," the older brother's ladyfriend says to him. 
    "Yeah, I like to do them myself," I say. 
    "Uh-huh."
    "It keeps me awake!"
    "I know tha's right!"
    "Yeah, it keeps me sharp, helps me remember what I'm doin.' Plus, man, listening to that robot lady talk for eight hours..."
    They die laughing.
    "She be all talkin' about 'orca card vending machines-"
    "Yeah yeah-"
    "And it's like, we already know that stuff!"

    A middle-class Caucasian passenger- the only one- has been smiling along the whole time, occasionally commenting, feeling right at home amongst all of this. She's in her fifties, dressed smartly, and it feels like we're in a special room, or a holiday of sorts, where race doesn't exist and there is simply the universal human culture we all build from, dressed and realized in different ways. I see her and the light-skinned Warm Smile Lady discussing something. "You've been an absolute delight," she says to me as she steps out. 

    Back at Harborview, a man wanders over from the Emergency Room and boards. "How are you today?" I ask.
    "Oh. Crazy."
    "Hey, you and me both!"
    "Hell yeah!"
    "Yeah man, that makes two of us!"
    "In order to be a bus driver, you gotta be..."
    "Completely nuts. Like I am! I love this place!"

    Oh, it's great to be back. It begins. See you all soon!

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    *Can any of you help out here? I'm at a loss to recall any Egyptian restaurants in Lake City. There's the Import Market at 12528, but I don't they cook meals. Any ideas on what he might have been referring to?